Happy Fathers Day

My Dad I'm the luckiest girl to have a dad like you.To hang out with, have contests with, and just be us.Your more then my dad your one of my best friends.When were out on the road we have a blast together.Sometimes we fight, sometimes we disagree,but knowing your there for me will always be a blessing to me. To bad you your not here so we can do all these things. Sometimes i wish you were here even if we had arguments. i can't blame you you didn't know mommy didn't tell you. A little baby girl was born by the grace of God unable to share me with you. Daddy if you read this i just want you to know that i love you no matter what and Happy daddy's day. (©copyright 2005 )

I will remain strong

Dear person whom I cannot recite your name, For every time I hear it, it only causes pain. I just want you to know that I no longer cry,Over you anymore, instead I'm flying high. Although I still have deep feelings for you, Deep down I know your feelings weren’t true. What helps me through the day are my friends, People who are there, throughout the very end. I will no longer cry my heart out over you, Why cry for someone who won’t cry over you? What disappoints me the most is your true arrogance, Instead you cast your mind with lies and ignorance. How could you possibly think it’s alright? To pretend I don’t exist after you left me that night. It rushed from an empty gesture of hello, To a smile you'd represent to a stranger you don’t know. The time you left me couldn’t have been more worse, Through exam stress, it was a truly hurtful curse. Day after day, with no support around me, I was left alone to shed stinging tears of self deceit. I even thought that you might want me back someday, I was wrong; you never did want me in that way. I was a game, a challenge for you to proceed, You succeeded in taking what meant the very most to me.I may have lost you who isn't worthy of my trust, Countless times of pain forsaking lies; left in disgust. But it is you who I feel genuine sympathy for;You gave up on fate; cowardly leaving it like I did before. I can't wait; waiting for you is like summer with snow, Impossible and disappointing nothing will ever grow. To this day, I’ve kept my feelings for you down at heart, Cause you can't 'handle' a girls true feelings; it'll tear you 'apart'. Now I’m not saying you aren’t a nice guy cause you are, But when it comes to commitment... you're the fool from afar. The pain is still as real, as when you left me on my own, But I’ve learnt to not to care or wish about the unknown, But to seek for the positive in this life that I hold so well, Maybe not now, or even soon, but I’ll be strong as I can tell. :) (copyright 2005 )

Wrong Turn

Sometimes someone may pass through our life, And bring either joy or grief. Sometimes they seem so trustworthy, We don't look close enough to see what's really beneath. We will believe everything they say.. Even when it's too good to be true. And everytime they say.."please believe me" The only one left hurting will be you. Some people have the ability, To barge right into your heart. Then turn away and just leave you there.. Not caring if they've ripped you apart. After all the love they proclaim.. To only realize it never was real. But, it's too late, you've given your heart And they could care less how you feel. Feeling like a fool, with a broken heart. From someone not worth the time. It's hard to believe that just one person, Could place so much hurt for you to find. Guard your heart, and guard it well. Be careful who you give it to. Because all it takes is one wrong turn.. And the only one left hurting, will be you.(copyright 2005 )

If I Would You

If I told you that I loved you, Would you turn and walk away? If I told you that I needed you, Would you hold my hand and stay? If I showed you all my scars,Would you freak and leave me here? If I cried infront of you, Would you even shed a tear? If I told you all my secrets, Would you promise not to tell? If I tried my best to fly, Would you catch me if I fell? If I told you what was wrong, Would you try to make it right? If I was falling apart, Would you hold me nice and tight? If I spilled my heart infront of you, Would you turn and walk away? If I told you that I loved you, Would you promise you would stay? (copyright 2005 )