Dear Daddy

Dear Daddy, Do you know what I did today? Do you know what I did anyday? No. You don't daddy, you don't know what I like or what I look like. You are just a stranger to me walking down the streets. Probably passing me as I go on my way everyday. You never came back daddy. You never even came. Why? I imagine you so much, I imagine that one day you come for me daddy. Come and take me to my dream place Dizzy Land. We would take pictures with Mickey and Minnie and have so much fun. I imagine daddy you would with me so many toys I would cry of joy. Then I would laugh of sadness knowing I would never go to Dizzy land. Realizing Dizzy land will forever be my dream just like you daddy. You only in a little girls dream, mine. Father's day, everybody made a card except for me. They called me names like alien because I didn't have a daddy. I would cry for you daddy even though I knew you couldn't hear me. Everyday in school daddy, I would tell they kids you are going to buy me ice cream. I told the kids you were on the next block. Then I went the the end of block acting like I was going to see you. You weren't there. Then I went to the next you weren't there either. Then I realize you were never there daddy. Just like in my life, never there to experience things that has happened to me. To you I may be a stranger but to me you are always my daddy. So if you ever decide that you want to stop a stranger, I'll be waiting there daddy like I've always been. Waiting for you to buy me my icecream and make my dream come true. Love you lil' girl Amanda

Little Girl

I heard a child cry last night I wondered if there had been a fight. Between the mother and the and the father, I prayed they didn't hurt thier daughter. I saw the next morning day, the little girl went on the swing to play. On her cheek i saw a bruise colored all blue and grey. She came to me a carresed her soft face. She ran in fear crying out for my name. Days later i heard them fight again, this time ambulence came such a shame. I'll never see the little girl play or hear her laughter throughout the day. The ambulence came that night and took the little girl out of sight. Inspired by a dream

Starry night

Laying underneath the stars on a warm silent night. Your arm wrapped around me and the world feels so right. I feel your warm gentle touch that helped me feel protected under the sweet sky rush. My world before me is perfect and you seem so softly sweet you love filled my air as it rustled in the trees. Nothing could be more right, there's nowhere else that's warm but hand in hand lying in your arms.

All you have done to me

Stealing my heart was so easy for you to do. True love was fantasy only you could make come true. Love was invisible, just like hot steam. You are just the one cut out of my lovely dream. You are the the one who woke me from my sleep. Stole my my heart with brown eyes so sweet. You rescue me from darkness not a moment too soon, and show me love so pure like a perfect tune. You have this power that I can't stop loving you. I love you in whatever you do. Always remember you live deep within my heart. And forever I say I hope we never part.

If I were

If I were to die tonight I wonder what I'd miss. Could it be your lovely face? Or maybe your soft tender kiss? I f i were to die tonight would you miss me? I sometimes wonder would you simply let me be? If i were to die tonight I'd know I'd miss you. Life now is all so great as I am in love with you. If I were to die tonight I would miss you and all the rest. Even if i don't die tonight We must prepare for the worst and hope for all the best.

Something must be

Something must be wrong with me with all this pain inside. Always having anger and never any pride. Something must be wrong with me All I do is cry. I can't stop this hurt All I want to do is die. Something must be wrong with me if my emotions run wild. All this confusion makes me feel like a loss child. Something must be wrong with me with all these terrible things in my life. Depression is what it caused I just wish I could die. Something must be wrong with me if I can't stop these thoughts. All this pain does is turn my stomach into knots. Something is truly wrong with me when I think there is only one way out. When my head says death but my heart wants to shout.

If You Ever

If you ever need me I'll be right there. To chase away your sadness and wipe away your tears. If you ever need me you'll never have to fear that you aren't important, and your love isn't dear. If you ever need me I'll always be around. To bring back the laughter and give you face a smile. You'll never have to worry for I'll always be hear to chase away that sadness and wipe away those tears.

You

Thank You for always being there to listen and understand I appreciate all you did for me for being a good friend. thank for making me feel whole again for putting back my pieces back together Thank You for telling me we'll be bets friends forever You never crticized me you just helped me through I knew when I turned to a friend that friend will always be you. I knew I could come to you when I ws down cause I knew you'd always be there to pick me up and say everything would be okay. When I look at your eyes, I see your true self I see you're sweet and caring. I see you're giving and forgiving I see you love me. When I see your eyes I stop myself from crying when I'm alone I think about your eyes and cry. I cry because I can't stop thinking when one day those giving and forgiving eyes will one day close. Then I'll never see those eyes again. That I'll never see the love and sweetness or the love that makes you who you are. One day you'll be gone, gone from me, gone from this world. No matter what happens those eyes will one day close and rest in peace But you'll never be completely gone because your love forever will remain inside of me.

Simple Cure

As I sit alone in my room I look in the mirror thinking what to do. I see the sharpness glaring in my eye then I look down and start to cry. I grab my cure straight to my arm cutting and cutting but not to far. I see the blood dripping relief I cover it up so no one would see. The next pain I feel I grab my cure having this feeling of being so sure. Then I realize I went to far knowing this would leave a really bad scar. I hear my mom scream "somebody help she's only thirteen doctors cops please, please, please." "Mommy why are you crying, I'm hear I'm fine what's happening did somebody die." I hear a noise that sounds like death everything chaos everything is a mess. It can't end this way I have so many dreams Somebody help me I'm only thirteen. It's too late just one simple mistake this would be a life you're risking to to take. So before you take that simple cure stop and think are you so sure.