Trust again
Within my head
images of him swirl around
but now those images
are becoming faint
i am starting to trust again
and i will start with you
because i think you might be different
and you can make me forget him
i will open my doors
let my guard down
tear down those walls
that have been up for so long
i can finally breathe
a sigh of relief
because you came along
and now im singing to a new song
you have me hooked
please dont drop me
because taking my soul right now
would be so very easy
(© copyright 2005 )
Have you Ever Written a Story on Your Arm
Have you ever
Written your story
on your arm?
Been in so much pain
that the only way
to get out & over it
is to hurt yourself
& see your own blood
drip out of your body
as easy as your tears?
Ever been so alone & so scared
That you've gone crazy
& the world you in is calm & peaceful
but your head is spinning circles?
If you haven't
You wouldn't understand
the pain you have to go through
to make you do it
& once you start you can't stop
You do it more often & deeper & deeper
& before you know it
Your gone
because your pain has killed you
( © copyright 2005 )
I'm Leaving
Ive had it thats it
i cant take it anymore
im moving out away from you
forever closing the door
i wont come back
or even phone to say hi
you mean nothing to me now
so this is my goodbye
sorry for not being perfect
the daughter youd hoped for
ive tried my best to meet your standards
but i cant take it anymore
for ages i tried to get along with you
you just throw it back in my face
so now im happy that im
finally outta this place
( © copyright 2005 )
You Entered my Heart
Slowly, slowly, you entered my heart.
Your desire spread through me.
Along my path, in my sights,
Now, in every direction, there is you and only you.
There's a storm of emotion in the rise and fall of my breath;
The beating of my heart is like an earthquake.
What madness, what sort of obsession is this?
What can I say of my state now?
My heart, my soul, my whole world,
All my desire is you.
Beloved, I am coming to tell you.
The dream I've beheld?
I am bringing it to show to you.
Why should I remain silent? Why shouldn't I tell you?
You are my heart's peace.
Slowly, slowly, you entered my heart.
Your desire spread through me.
Along my path, in my sights,
Now, in every direction, there is you and only you.
(© copyright 2005 )
