No Words To Describe

There are no words that can describe my exact feeling For my heart is in broken condition What I feel is beyond agony For you left me on a mission Not having you is destroying me Knowing your heart belongs to someone else We will never be once again whole For you’re trapped within yourself I blame myself for this For I should have never fallen for you They say never go for it If you believe its too good to be true But I went for it anyway Wanting what we once had back I was left outside your circle As my feelings you begin to lack It started off so dandy and sweet We had it going great for us two All of a sudden, I was no longer good for you Your visits were always late My phone no longer rung Every time I’d confront you You’d claim that I was wrong But I stuck by you anyhow Put behind all your flaws Thinking you would change But again I was withdraw I thought, maybe if I changed You would as well But you went from bad to worst Through your actions I could tell… You were the same Your temper was so obscene You said you changed But it couldn’t be seen So I did what I had to do Stopped trying to change who you were For I knew if you loved me You would see your own blur Its been months now Since I’ve last spoken or seen you Though I wish you were with me It was your choice to withdrew I’ll always feel the same about you No matter what happens in my life For you were the first to enter my heart to make me feel love, pain and strife (© copyright 2005)all rights reserved

Tears of Yesterday

The thought of you walking away from my life was so damn hard to take So I pretended not to care as my heart you sure did break I've cried too many nights and days tears of pain, tears you knew For I know deep inside I'll never belong to you But that's over now I have learned to accept the change For forcing one to feel the same should not be arranged I moved on with my life met someone new But though for you I still have love I recognize that we are thru The times of pain The tears I've cried everyday The loss I've gain are now tears of yesterday (© copyright 2005)all rights reserved

Only My Pillow

You will never know, of how many tears I've cried Thru my lonesome nights, It is it that got me by The days I wish to suffocate, It helped me hold my breath releasing my anger as I passed its final test You will never know the many tears I've soaked Only the pillow knows... of the tears it swallowed (© copyright 2005)all rights reserved