Gone so Real

There he goes, I say good-bye Tears running down my cheeks as i begin to cry. I can't take this anymore the pain is so strong, so real or at least, I'm going to make it real. Now he's gone, it's all over I run in the house, head for the bathroom. As you lock the door sit on the floor,out comes the glass ,I tell myself no, sadness begins to fade. Anger sets in the pain from the cut streams out the rest, all this over him. Nothing seems to be worth that except him or the feeling of him in my presence. Who knew I'd be hurt this much, everyone asks why,but no one understands and they never will.